kenapa rasa GLOOMY -___-

I dont know why but I guess mungkin time bulan ni dah sampai .. girl ..memang penat betul bila kena layan emosi sendiri nih .. huh ! -_-"

Minggu ni aku rasa lagi gloomy bila ramai kawan-kawan aku dilanda masalah walaupun bukan aku yang kena hadap masalah tu but then aku kesian sampai dengan aku-aku sekali menangis .. aduyai !

Masalah keluarga yang paling buat aku sedih sebab aku cuba letak diri aku dalam masalah dorang dan kalau aku di tempat dorang pon aku akan sangattt sedih. ada jugak yang call aku sebab masalah relationshit relationship yang sama.

Bila aku dengar masalah-masalah orang aku tahu yang aku SEPATUTNYA dan MEMANG KENA BERSYUKUR dengan apa yang Allah bagi kat aku dan jangan sesekali ragu dan pertikaikan benda yang jadi kat kita sebab satu hari nanti kita akan nampak hikmah dia samaada dalam jangka masa pendek ataupun jauh.

Right now, aku sangat merindui melakaaa !
I miss mom and dad !
I miss my sister and brothers !
I miss my hometown and friends back there !
and I miss my friend yang sekarang ni sangat jauh dari aku sebab dia dah pergi sambung belajar dekat Indonesia .. selalu bila aku gloomy dia akan cerita benda yang boleh buat aku gelak ..

bila aku down, lagu ni yang akan naikkan balik semangat aku ..

Sudah .. tak payah sedih sangatlah rin .. pergi mandi dan mungkin kau akan ceria balik, kan ? haha :))
dan
nak jumpa ayah esok! :D

songs of the week

Someone like you by Adele


I choose this song not because I'm frustrated in love currently but I've heard many unsuccessful love story for this week and I've been there ,the time that I had been dump by someone that I trusted so much and it is so painful every time I remembered him.


But then, still I have a positive side of me and I've move on a long time ago and to all my girlfriends that faced the painful right now,


 Please! Be strong because in every girl they still have the strong side of her that been covered by her grace.

Someone like you by Adele

I heard, that your settled down.
That you, found a girl and your married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

You'd know, how the time flies.
Only yesterday, was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze.
Bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over yet.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.

Nothing compares, no worries or cares.
Regrets and mistakes they're memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah

and there is the second song which is Aishiteru by Zivilia band 

Honestly I am not a big fan of Indonesia artist but this song make me keep still and try to analyse the lyrics and it is good one i guess but apparently it is not Indonesia original song but it was Japanese song by

Koko Ni Iru Yo oleh SoulJa feat Aoyama Thelma

 that been translated to Malay in their (Zivilia band) own way. then I choose this one because I had attended my cousin wedding and she used this song as their theme song and I feel sooooo calm and keep smilinggg :))  like I'm in love <3 (but apparently not for this moment haha). Btw Mira, I wish your happiness with beloved husband and good luck to go through new life as a wife :) so this is for you sister <3

 Aishiteru by Zivilia band

Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
Saat ku harus bersabar dan terus bersabar
Menantikan kehadiran dirimu
Entah sampai kapan aku harus
Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
Hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
Kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
Saat kau jauh di sana

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
entah penantianku takkan sia sia
Dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
Entah sampai kapan aku harus
Bertahan saat kau jauh di sana rasa cemburu
Merasuk ke dalam pikiranku melayang
Tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
Apakah sama yang kau rasakan

Reff:
Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasa kan a... a... aku
Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetian ini
Pada ketulusan ai... ai... Aishiteru

Saat kusendiri pikiran melayang terbang
Perasaan resah gelisah jalani
Kenyataan hidup ini tanpa ghairah
Ou... o...
Lupakan segala obsesi dan ambisimu
Akhiri semuanya cukup sampai di sini
Dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
Kumohon kau kembali

Kimi ga tooku ni itemo
Kino omoi ga tsunagaru kara
Shinjiteru yo, shinjiteru yo

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasa kan a... a... ku
Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetian ini
Pada ketulusan ai... ai... Aishiteru..

p/s ; lets the love spread! <3

Dia tak pernah

Dia tak pernah kata dia suka
Tapi riak dia ketika berdua dengan kau tunjuk sebalik

Dia tak pernah tunjuk dia minat
Tapi sikap dia ketika berdua dengan kau tunjuk sebalik

Dia tak pernah beri hatinya
Tapi kau pasti akan curi..




P/s : kata-kata ni aku tuju buat seorang lelaki yang sangat malu nak tunjuk apa yang dia rasa dalam hati dia.

malam tadi BEST !

malam tadi best
sebab dapat spend time jimba-jimbo dengan all my dear darling .. you girls rock .. best jugak sebab aku dapat snap banyak gila gambar and i felt so satisfied !

malam tadi lagi tambah best sebab
aku akhirnya dapat tengok miss wani @ my lecturer perform live in front of my two eyes .. yeah ! selama ni aku cuma dengar dan baca je pasal dia tapi malam tadi sangat buat aku tahu yang .... she's so talented ! kau paham tak macam mana suka nya aku .. ok kau tak tahu ..

sampai malam tadi aku tidur dalam keadaan tersenyum .. kau mampu ? HAHA !

minggu ni adalah minggu pertama aku tak keluar dari UiTM sebab ade program .. kalau tak aku tak pernah nak lekat dan mak aku dah mula berleter sebab aku boros ! sorry lah mak , kak ngah kan memang macam nih.. ngee~

some pictures taken .. jom cuci mata :)

miss wani yang sangat awesome !

speaker yang happening 

kuyak rabak !

rien nbj with miss wani <3

kami dengan dia itu yang comel di antara kami

dear fara aisyah and dear eda  

me feeling-feeling .. hehe

Jauh
buat kau terkenang

Jauh
buat kau rindu

jauh
buat kau sedih walau masih senyum tertawa

Jauh
buat kau termimpikanmu

Kenapa perlu berjauhan kalau itu perlu kau tanggung?

Jawab kau,
kerana tanggungjawab itu di bahuku.



DUPA KENCHANA
24 Sept 2011
 (10:10am)

beware

when i look up,
I see birds flying free.

When I look down,
I see ant busy with routine.

When I look in to the mirror,
I see me, myself,
Looking at me,
Staring at me,
Analyse me,
Judging me,
Criticize me,
Adore me,
Proud of me and etc.

Reminder to,
Sharina Nbj,
Please BEWARE!